It's just hard to wrap my head around at this point.
It's a weird thing because as a Marlins fan you knew he'd never pitch his entire career as a Marlin. But he was one of those guys who I would have loved watching even if he pitched for the fucking Yankees. He was just such a joy. I never got to see him pitch live and I'm so sad about that. The electricity came through even on TV. You could see it in the other players' faces when he was out there. You could hear the crowd and it just felt like the way baseball was supposed to be.
The other kind of shitty thing is - obviously he made a lot of money but not like a lot a lot. Never got the big pay day. Between contracts and salary he made what, $6M? After taxes and whatever he's already spent that's not enough to set his family up for life. I do hope the Marlins do something to continue to help the family out. I suspect they'll also retire his number - and maybe start some kind of charity in his honor. Loria, for all his shittiness, is usually great with that sort of thing.
I'm just sick, I feel empty inside. It's tough to believe I'll never see another Jose start but if you told me he blew his arm out I'd know that at least we'd see him in the stands laughing and smiling, or maybe coaching somewhere, or whatever. To think that we'll never see him again at all is just so hard to comprehend.
It's a weird thing because as a Marlins fan you knew he'd never pitch his entire career as a Marlin. But he was one of those guys who I would have loved watching even if he pitched for the fucking Yankees. He was just such a joy. I never got to see him pitch live and I'm so sad about that. The electricity came through even on TV. You could see it in the other players' faces when he was out there. You could hear the crowd and it just felt like the way baseball was supposed to be.
The other kind of shitty thing is - obviously he made a lot of money but not like a lot a lot. Never got the big pay day. Between contracts and salary he made what, $6M? After taxes and whatever he's already spent that's not enough to set his family up for life. I do hope the Marlins do something to continue to help the family out. I suspect they'll also retire his number - and maybe start some kind of charity in his honor. Loria, for all his shittiness, is usually great with that sort of thing.
I'm just sick, I feel empty inside. It's tough to believe I'll never see another Jose start but if you told me he blew his arm out I'd know that at least we'd see him in the stands laughing and smiling, or maybe coaching somewhere, or whatever. To think that we'll never see him again at all is just so hard to comprehend.
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